the heart above my bed

so those of you that have seen my room, you may remember that 3/4 of my walls were covered top to bottom in pictures. there was pretty much a picture of me and everyone that i have ever been friends with.. with pictures dating all the way back to... grade 7? anyways, you also may remember my post about defragmenting the un-important people in my life.. and i performed a similar process in my bedroom! instead of keeping pictures up of people that don't matter, and apparently never did, and people that have tried to break my heart, possibly succeeded, possibly not, i only kept those of the ones who i know i can trust with my heart, and that have and will always be there... i made all the pictures into a shape of a heart above the head of my bed, and i found it very interesting that i came across a photo in a magazine after i went through with this bedroom make-over that looks just like mine. anyways, now only the people that matter hang above my bed and close to my heart, and dont worry, there are some duplicates up there, so if you walk into my life and make a difference, ill be able to find a spot for you. <3

while im at it, i feel a long overdue tribute is in order..

to those in my heart, & above my head:

there are a few special people who have always been there for as long as we've been friends, whether its been 19 years, or not even one, you have never turned your back on me.

none of you will ever know how much you mean to me. i didnt even know how much you guys meant to me until recent events made me think about what my life would be without you. i would be nothing, each one of you makes my life everything it is. theres nothing i love more then just sitting and talking with any one of you..you guys are my everything and i just want you to know how much i love you. you have a permanent spot in my heart above my head. thank you.

xo