Wednesday

Always & Forever; Mikey.

Sometimes, even the best fall down
geebaby
& andd you'll be in my heart..
Micheal Gee..#12 on the ice, but #1 in my heart
July 27th 1989- April 8th 2005
Perfect is an underestimate.. i still wish i could understand why someone dicided you needed to be taken so soon. I truly was touched by an angel. the good die young but only the best die younger. Youd do anything from brushing your teeth on webcam to dressing up in a pig costume to get the one reaction you loved, a smile from someone you cared about. I keep on remembering how i could always count on you to make me feel better and how you were the only guy I count always count on to bring a smile back onto my face. I keep telling myself that your still gonna be here and i'll still see you again, which someday i know i will. A lot of time has passed, but for me and many other this is this the hardest memory we hold on to, and i want you to know, were trying our hardest to keep smiling, (especailly me) because we know if you were here that is what you would want. I still think about you every day, and the little things still remind me of you. I need you more then ever right now.. seriously i do. You were the only person I know I could talk to about everything. Guy situations are as messy as always, and your advice was the only thing that ever worked.I feel like im falling apart but then i remember you taught me unbeleivable amounts in the times that we had and it’s the traits that your potrayed give me something to live for. Its people like you that makes me believe I can always be a better person then I already am. School is busy, as is work, and i'm doing very well in both, but sometimes it's hard to stay motivated knowing that I wont be able to come home and tell you about it.
Mikey, you touched so many people, and every where I go someone knew you. There is still so much orange out there, and everytime i see it it warms my heart up a little bit. So much has happened in the past few years and its still frusterating to me because there isn’t many people that know what it feels like to loose your everything. and there is still alot of times where you are the only person i want to talk to. Calling you my best frined is only the beginning becuase you always understood me no matter what & you were always there for me. you were never pushy with me, you always gave me time and space and then advice at the right times. When i cried you listened and when I smiled it was because of you. For all the times I was upset with the world and with life and you pulled me through it all. You were the only person I could really trust. All the times I called you upset about something and you just let me unload it all and talked when i needed it and kept quiet when i didn't. We could talk about anything for forever because we were just us. I will never forget all the secrets we shared with each other. To this day you are still the only person who opened up my eyes to a whole world i didn't even know existed. Without you i would know so little, and i give you so much credit becuase you taught me almost every life lesson i know. you taught me how to be real. Sometimes when im really down, and can't figure out if it's even worth it, i remember you there always pulling me out of my hole and brushing me off, but most importantly you letting me fight my own battles, which im still very good at today.
You know me, sometimes i'm trouble, and i dont think i will ever find another person who never gets mad at me, and never lets me fall asleep without knowing they love me. When i feel broken and used and misunderstood, i picture you are there standing beside me and now as the little voice in my head. Thank you, for being the friend who walked in when the rest of the world walked out, for not giving up on me, for not leaving even when i tried to push you away & for always being there no matter how difficult it was for you to be.

you've given me my wings and taught me to fly.
i love you & miss you sooo much! rest in peace mikey.
keep showing heaven what it really means to be an angel
&
don't stop showing them the heart you have for hockey babe.

you truly are, and always will be my inspiration.
Mike, I still miss you more than you'll ever know
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Let your smile shine on forever.

i truly can not believe it has been 1 2 3 4 years.

not a day goes by geebaby... not a day goes by.

just be.

xo

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